You're a white rose

I wrote this inspired by a friends love story. 

A girl who loved 

A girl who battled with herself

Her insecurities

Her integrity

Her life 

Dealing with the day to day battles of what life has to offer

You're a white rose, a heart ignorant of love.

As I sit here and listen to you speak 

I realized that I'm in the mist of your presence 

You talk about your break up 

And how nasty it got 

that you started to question your life and what you want

You want a relationship based on faith

Based on trust

The all American want

With a marriage that lasts

The big house 

And that white Pickett fence

You then realize that love is battlefield

A battle you've been dealing with all your life

But the thing is...

He cheated

He lied 

He let go 

He cheated 

He lied

He let go

He cheated 

He lied

He let go 

And while he let go 

 you sat there hurting 

With tears running down your face

You were alone

Going back to old habits 

Habits that abused your identity

Habits that deemed into your insecurities 

 

You're a white rose

A heart ignorant of love 

As he cheated 

He lied

He let go

An epiphany erupted

he didn't let go 

You do it again 

You said it would end 

But you wanted that heart that can soon be mend. 

You loved so hard 

you start to become weak

You became elusive to you're surroundings 

You had no where to go 

You have no one to turn to

So you turned to yourself 

As you listened to yourself

And because in your heart you loved him 

You started to miss him 

So You went back to him 

You looked passed the cheating

You looked the lying 

And you prayed he never let go

You knew you wanted love 

His love which 

This is a story about girl who loved

A girl who battled with herself

Her integrity

Her insecurities

Her life

And although 

He cheated

He lied

He let go

You forgave him as much as you wanted 

Because You're a white rose. 

A heart ignorant of love.